This conversation sparked the conversation * week later mind you * that I just had with krystal that I posted...
Just wanted to put it all out there.. to make people realize this isnt my affair, why I was pulled into it I have no clue.. petty
chilln2music (3:29:21 AM): hey
chilln2music (3:29:23 AM): you get my message?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:29:26 AM): yeah
chilln2music (3:29:33 AM): ok
WhatAbout2morrow (3:29:36 AM): Shell be fine.. I was already talking to her.
chilln2music (3:29:44 AM): yea she makes me feel so bad
WhatAbout2morrow (3:30:01 AM): Yeah i know isnt it great.
chilln2music (3:30:19 AM): like seriously, i know she'll be fine but she says things that really try to bring me down
chilln2music (3:30:24 AM): you know what im talking about?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:30:40 AM): So if you know shes trying to bring you down.. then heres a tip.. dont let her.
chilln2music (3:31:09 AM): but i don't know if shes trying or if thats how she feels
chilln2music (3:31:21 AM): you know her better
WhatAbout2morrow (3:31:54 AM): its hard to tell .. she makes me think shes trying. but it could be how she feels she just doesnt want to admit it.
chilln2music (3:32:23 AM): i really eventually want to be friends because i still do care bout her even though shes so mean lol
chilln2music (3:32:29 AM): she has good qualities
WhatAbout2morrow (3:33:02 AM): her being mean is one of her best attributes.. why do you think her and I have been friends for so long.
chilln2music (3:33:09 AM): copy and paste some things shes telling you
chilln2music (3:33:21 AM): her best attributes? ryan i've been trying for a fucking year to get her to be nice
chilln2music (3:33:49 AM): to get that mean streak out of her, but i realized i can't and that is why i broke up with her
WhatAbout2morrow (3:33:49 AM): Shes not talking to me right now cause I was afk.. and I dont have an IM window with her open.
WhatAbout2morrow (3:34:07 AM): Are you kidding.. why would you try and make her not mean anymore!
chilln2music (3:34:18 AM): because i couldn't even go out
WhatAbout2morrow (3:34:19 AM): You're going to ruin all my years of hard work jading her.
chilln2music (3:34:26 AM): jading her?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:34:47 AM): Thats your problem.. youre trying to change somebody... which is impossible.
chilln2music (3:35:03 AM): but you made her that way?
chilln2music (3:35:06 AM): im sure you didnt
chilln2music (3:35:12 AM): or did you
WhatAbout2morrow (3:35:24 AM): No but I def helped.
WhatAbout2morrow (3:35:36 AM): It was mostly her ex asshole boyfriends..
WhatAbout2morrow (3:35:50 AM): You know who SQ is dont you.. can you blame her for acting the way she does.
chilln2music (3:35:59 AM): she'll never admit it
chilln2music (3:36:00 AM): what did he do?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:36:33 AM): He was just SQ.. kind of explains its self.
chilln2music (3:36:59 AM): im sure it has to do with her family before him too
WhatAbout2morrow (3:37:09 AM): Nah.. her family is cool.
chilln2music (3:37:21 AM): well somethig, you knew her before SQ right?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:37:26 AM): They keep shit real just like she does.
WhatAbout2morrow (3:37:27 AM): yeah
WhatAbout2morrow (3:37:30 AM): she was so sweet then.
WhatAbout2morrow (3:37:40 AM): haha No I used to get in trouble for biting her on the bus.
chilln2music (3:37:49 AM): huh?
chilln2music (3:37:52 AM): so she wasn't sweet?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:37:59 AM): she was really dorky with long straight heavy hair and HUGE glasses.
WhatAbout2morrow (3:38:10 AM): she was kind of like daria.. she wouldnt talk to anyone.. it was so cute.
chilln2music (3:38:12 AM): so she was picked on?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:38:27 AM): no.. cause if you tried to talk to her she'
WhatAbout2morrow (3:38:28 AM): d
WhatAbout2morrow (3:38:31 AM): rip you a new one
chilln2music (3:38:36 AM): even before SQ?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:38:37 AM): she's a pistol
WhatAbout2morrow (3:38:40 AM): yes way before
chilln2music (3:38:43 AM): lol ok
chilln2music (3:38:49 AM): so it wasn't SQ dumbass!
WhatAbout2morrow (3:38:57 AM): well he helped
chilln2music (3:39:02 AM): oh im sure
chilln2music (3:39:17 AM): there's something waaay before, that made her the way she is today
chilln2music (3:39:39 AM): so if you went up to "sweet daria" and talked to her, she would eventually flip and go crazy?
chilln2music (3:40:07 AM): talk to me man i want to learn about her past
chilln2music (3:40:10 AM): she never speaks about it
WhatAbout2morrow (3:40:32 AM): she wouldnt eventually flip
WhatAbout2morrow (3:40:40 AM): she would automatically flip.
chilln2music (3:40:42 AM): she DID flip?
chilln2music (3:40:44 AM): wow
WhatAbout2morrow (3:40:55 AM): thats why we became so close.. cause we both hated everyone.
chilln2music (3:41:06 AM): i see
chilln2music (3:41:22 AM): have you ever asked why she hates everyone?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:43:07 AM): nah.
WhatAbout2morrow (3:43:27 AM): cause then I would have to tell her why I hate people
WhatAbout2morrow (3:45:10 AM): you made her cry :(
WhatAbout2morrow (3:45:13 AM): were YOU being mean?
chilln2music (3:45:47 AM): no
WhatAbout2morrow (3:45:54 AM): Your relationship with her is like one of the great wonders of the world.. I dont understand it.
WhatAbout2morrow (3:46:02 AM): cause you cause break up like everyweek.
chilln2music (3:46:28 AM): it's because she has so much hatred, and i'm totally opposite
chilln2music (3:46:31 AM): i can't hate anyone
WhatAbout2morrow (3:46:41 AM):
http://www.bpdcentral.com/chilln2music (3:46:45 AM): i see her good qualities
WhatAbout2morrow (3:46:53 AM): here go here and see if any of this stuff sounds like krystal.
chilln2music (3:47:52 AM): do you have a phone?
chilln2music (3:47:57 AM): i want to call you tomorrow sometime
WhatAbout2morrow (3:49:14 AM): no I dont have a phone.
chilln2music (3:50:17 AM): can you call me tomorrow?
chilln2music (3:50:19 AM): i want to talk
chilln2music (3:50:23 AM): or i'll take you out somewhere
chilln2music (3:50:27 AM): lets go to a bookstore
WhatAbout2morrow (3:50:39 AM): sure we can meet up if you want.
chilln2music (3:50:44 AM): do you need a ride?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:51:06 AM): no
WhatAbout2morrow (3:51:17 AM): where do you want to meet?
chilln2music (3:51:24 AM): do you know where borders is on red bug?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:51:31 AM): yes
chilln2music (3:51:36 AM): 12pm tomorrow?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:53:40 AM): umm I dont know if ill be awake by then are you doing anything at 1 cause 12 is what my alarm clock is set too.
WhatAbout2morrow (3:53:42 AM): heh
chilln2music (3:54:05 AM): yes i have plans...can you really try to make it?
chilln2music (3:54:08 AM): can you do 1230 then?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:54:12 AM): Okay 12 is fine.
chilln2music (3:54:27 AM): you really think she has a case of BDP?
chilln2music (3:54:32 AM): BPD
WhatAbout2morrow (3:54:40 AM): no.
WhatAbout2morrow (3:54:49 AM): But you would know better then me thats why I sent that to you.
chilln2music (3:54:49 AM): what do you think it is?
chilln2music (3:54:56 AM): no you would ryan
WhatAbout2morrow (3:54:56 AM): Anger.
chilln2music (3:55:05 AM): lots of it
WhatAbout2morrow (3:55:17 AM): yeah.
chilln2music (3:56:16 AM): alright man i really have to go
chilln2music (3:56:21 AM): tomorrow 12 is ok for you?
chilln2music (3:56:23 AM): borders book store
chilln2music (3:56:38 AM): meet me inside ill be reading a magazine near the cafe
chilln2music (3:56:38 AM): ok?
WhatAbout2morrow (3:56:54 AM): okay cool
chilln2music (3:56:58 AM): alright thanks
chilln2music (3:57:01 AM): ill ttyl
WhatAbout2morrow (3:57:04 AM): later
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Session concluded at 4:30:02 AM
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chilln2music (4:30:12 AM): did you tell her i wanted to talk to you tomorrow?
WhatAbout2morrow (4:30:25 AM): no.
WhatAbout2morrow (4:30:34 AM): but damn word spreads fast.
chilln2music (4:30:38 AM): how?
WhatAbout2morrow (4:30:48 AM): i was talking to liza
chilln2music (4:30:52 AM): and....
WhatAbout2morrow (4:31:07 AM): I dont know she hasnt said anything to me.
WhatAbout2morrow (4:31:14 AM): wait liza hasnt said anything.
chilln2music (4:31:19 AM): heh well me neither
WhatAbout2morrow (4:31:19 AM): what did krystal say to you ?
chilln2music (4:31:54 AM): she wants to talk tonight or never
chilln2music (4:31:59 AM): i will not talk to her tonight about anything
chilln2music (4:32:01 AM): i want to talk to you first
chilln2music (4:32:04 AM): don't tell her THAT
chilln2music (4:32:13 AM): but you can tell her i am talking to you tomorrow
WhatAbout2morrow (4:32:26 AM): okay
chilln2music (4:33:21 AM): keep her under control tonigiht
chilln2music (4:33:25 AM): you are hanging out with her right?
WhatAbout2morrow (4:33:43 AM): yeah
WhatAbout2morrow (4:33:47 AM): i will im making my self go.
chilln2music (4:33:56 AM): ok thanks
chilln2music (4:34:05 AM): noone drives drunk
chilln2music (4:34:08 AM): if you are both drunk call me
chilln2music (4:34:16 AM): im serious ryan
WhatAbout2morrow (4:34:18 AM): Im not drinking
chilln2music (4:34:31 AM): alright
chilln2music (4:37:31 AM): she's being SO irrational
chilln2music (4:38:30 AM): are you going over to her house?
chilln2music (4:38:41 AM): she says shes getting a bottle and hanging out there
WhatAbout2morrow (4:41:14 AM): no shes mad at me.
WhatAbout2morrow (4:43:21 AM): krystal said to forget about her she wants you to go away
chilln2music (4:54:04 AM): i will eventually
chilln2music (4:54:15 AM): after this weekend she can do whatever she wants to do
chilln2music (4:54:31 AM): but i have to sit down and talk to her
WhatAbout2morrow (4:54:48 AM): ok
chilln2music is away at 5:02:12 AM.
chilln2music returned at 5:48:08 AM.
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Session concluded at 5:50:12 AM
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chilln2music (11:53:17 PM): where were you?
chilln2music (11:54:26 PM): hey
WhatAbout2morrow (11:54:59 PM): krystal said if i showed up she would never speak to me again.. plus she made sure for me to drink so much last night that i didnt wake up til 2 this after noon
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Session concluded at 11:55:07 PM
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chilln2music (11:57:45 PM): listen man you need to help yourself
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Session concluded at 11:57:48 PM
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chilln2music (11:57:53 PM): and worry about other people after
chilln2music (11:57:53 PM): i gtg
chilln2music signed off at 11:57:55 PM.
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Session concluded at 11:57:56 PM
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